musings

i took a day's mc yesterday. i wonder if my boss sees it as a sign of weakness or incompetence. i wonder if what she thinks of me is important. i guess it is. but i wonder why another human being's opinion of you should matter so much.

it was a good, much needed recuperation session. i slept for the most part, starting saturday night. had maybe forty hours of sleep in two-half days. something ridiculous like that. and in the few hours that i actually managed to stay awake, i made black bottomed cupcakes, and plain chocolate ones. both of which weren't very successful. even after distributing some in the office, i still have tons of them sitting on the table with no idea what to do with them.

besides that, nothing much has been going on in my life. my time seems to be spent 50% on work, 40% on sleep, 10% on social time. which is quite very sad. my salsa class has ended. someones keeps trying to ask me out, and i didnt know how to say no too many times so i just didnt respond, which is rather rude and awkward. im thinking of taking up a violin class or something something. aanddd, the best part of my lack of a social life, is, that im booked to go to the US of A (the ATL no less) from the 22nd to the 8th. wheeeheeee.